Posted on October 29, 2023 by Sweta Gyanu Baniya, Ph.D.
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I often forget that I am the character of my own dreams… That distant imaginary, dreamy, blurry person is real & it is me… It is sad that I often forget what long road I have traveled And, what trauma that I carry within myself and that I keep alive The pain, my friends is hurtful because I am the one, often hurting myself Or thinking about that painful process Fighting with myself and my own inner demons whom I never let fade away But Friends, I don’t lie when I tell you that I am living my own Goddam Dreams! I question myself often: why this looming sadness, Sweta? You seem happy, and how can you be so sad? Well, I don’t know. I crossed very bad two weeks. But now I have come to my own terms on this weather we are blessed with, the clouds, trees, my swing, the land, the house, this pen, diary, every essence around me is echoing to me today: Hey Girl, you are living your own dreams today!
Posted on July 9, 2010 by Sweta Gyanu Baniya, Ph.D.
Just a little dilemma..dreaming about wings or dreams are getting wings…..A hot coffee this cool evening…..strong…the laughter..and the fear….the disappointment..the rebel…the taste…the burning chest…and the sweet headache…must be two glass or cups….must be three…and then it goes…till ten…No, don’t want it now……..But…would love to….drink it tomorrow yet again……….with the same zest and same vitality…
The two chairs in front of each other, one occupied and the other with just the shadow, the smell, just this much. The two cups ordered, one with coffee and the other empty. And it goes on. Just the repetition nothing else and nothing more. Trying to revive the bygone but never it will be the same. Continue reading →