Sunday blues !

This is the story written in stream of consciousness technique …..

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He came home being drunk as usual…the child is sleeping he doesn’t cares….I am waiting him with a hungry stomach….he really doesn’t cares…..I am so desperate for his words….he is damn indifferent…

Shaili, come on girl …wake up….you are getting late for your class…No mom….No….I don’t want to go to college today….I have unironed clothes and my hair is so dirty……I don’t know when this girl is growing up….

Mom….I need more biskut( biscuit) …says 3 year old Satish…No..more biscuit dear…you need to eat lunch soon….No No I need biskut…I need some more biskut….He starts crying …..

I stood numb…Why doesn’t he cares?….Why is he so much indifferent? I have been searching reasons what mistake I have done…..I stood numb as always….Biskut…Biskut….

Satish stop yelling….No more Biskut….Call your papa for lunch….

Oh ! your papa is here….

Seeds …..

Sow the seed of love…

Over the ground of life….

It hates to grow…

It hates to germinate….

I became the seed…

You became the other…

On the same ground…

Growing together…

So close we are …..

Yet so far….

So far…..

So far…

The Bhairava

Photo by Kishor K Sharma ( Thanks a lot )

Power, Strength, Control…..

During Indra Jatra…..I kept on looking this statue for around 15 minutes….

The secret strength….