Memory card

I wish I had…

A memory card……

Inside the black forest….

It would be gem then !!!

It would be easier then….

Just take it out and format it…

No virus called “You” would reside again…

Just take it out and format it…

No virus called “You” would reside again…

No virus called you……

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Phonemic hangover…

You utter….

I utter….

We both utter…

Phonemes together….

Whisper…we do it..together

Hard to listen….
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Emptiness….

I lack….it

You lack ….it

We lack ….it

Where do we find it….then…

Why are we searching it …then…

Because we want it…..

Why….why ….why….

We want it desperately…

I want it desperately….

At the end….

I am left…

Empty handed….

You are left

Empty handed….

We are left

Empty handed…..

P.S. Emptiness

Scar …..

A heart with the scar…

A feel of guilt

A bleeding punding heart…

Cannot stand still

It was not what I had wanted

But it happened just so

Why I really really don’t know..

Living a life yes I am..

With these uncurable wounds preserved..

The name thats you engraved in heart..

A bleeding heart

Full of scar…

Full of scar…

Rosy

Rosy cheeks…

Something hot I feel

Oh I am with a hot cup of coffee

Reminds me the cold one..

Sipping and sipping

More and more..

Till it finishes..

Till everything finishes

Till everything finished….

Empty..

Breathing ….now and then,

Incessantly…

Filing this empty vessel..with air..

Trying to live..here ..making this empty thing alive..

Each moment I thrive..I thrive..

Making this empty thing alive..

A soul and a fleshy..empty thing..

A hollowness..very very deep..

Insane..it is..breathing in and out..

I keep my silence…and I don’t shout..

Emptiness I preserve..

Emptiness I preserve..

Breathing incessantly..in and out..

Restless

Restless I am feeling..

Restless this thing is thumping…

Wanting to stop this beating thing..

Wanting to hide the scar paining..

Restless I am feeling…

Restless this thing is thumping..

The injured thing..is hard to handle…

Restlessly it thumps…making me insane..

Insane feeling…here I am….

Unable to feel yes the feeling..

This vacant eyes …searching instantly…

This overflowing feelings…

This thing thumping…