Cold

Don’t know why I am feeling so cold…so lone..as I had felt last September….I don’t want to be numb as always…quite and suffering with the pain…No, I don’t want to give pain to others because they don’t deserve it…the most beautiful people in the world..they can’t tolerate it…

Some days can be boring like this…Sweety must be chatting with her friends…as always..or facebooking…but I am here typing don’t know why I opt for this…writing…..Seems like …I am so habituated to my colleagues…to chat and laugh unnecessarily…backbite about Sweety, and a lot of girly gossips….but what if Sweety bans..it here at office.

I prefer imagination to reality. Coleridge has well said “Reality is dark dream”….Yes.. it is a dark dream…I don’t want to dream a dark dream…really it hurts to know..it hurts to realize which I don’t want to..
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Beyond Illusion!!!!

Hues!! and hazes

Life is something beyond the illusion.

I have been in this illusion.

I was not getting out of it.

Perfection I was finding out and was digging the hole.

A hole for my Tomb.

A hole for my fall.

Sweta was in the illusion….

Finding no where to go and nothing to find.

Somebody, Somebody, Somebody………..

Somebody blindedfolded me…….

I was a naive and beliving was the greatest Sin.

Sin, never could be washed by any soap.

Sin, that I had asked freedom.

 Listen!!! Listen!!! Hear me!!!

There is something beyond illusion….

Life is precious….precious…

Beyond illusions there is another life

Another hope and hope of living……

Another hope of survival……

Another hope of sucess…….

Another hope of Love and life…..