Cold

Don’t know why I am feeling so cold…so lone..as I had felt last September….I don’t want to be numb as always…quite and suffering with the pain…No, I don’t want to give pain to others because they don’t deserve it…the most beautiful people in the world..they can’t tolerate it…
Some days can be boring like this…Sweety must [...]

Vows !!!!

I left you miles and miles away……
With vows to meet again…..
I try to behold….your image….
In the clouds…I ‘d flown away…
In the waves….I’d sailed …….
Feels like you are here….
In the air…clouds…and waves…

Its you everytime…

I try to avoid you…get away from you but I you are so attached that you cannot be left away so easily…Things remind me of you….so much….I got an old newspaper…with something rolled in it…and guess what there was your name….Phew !!…I cannot tolerate…
You are like a boil…..painful…..Very much indeed…which needs  a lot of hardship [...]

Untitled ….

Lights are gone
Life seems
“so dark “
Dark World !!
I enter
Dark Dream !!
I dream
Scared !!

Nec-Romancer-II

Here is the assumed talks with other two dead ones-:
Sweta-: Reema ( Name changed) dear reema last time I went your home on your six month anniversary and it was so hurting, the feast was very big and your big smiling potrait was making me hurt. The day after your death I was there at [...]

Nec- Romancer- I

(This is fictional one, I am writing this because I have faced this and also now I am writing a research paper in suicide that is why I am here trying to write about suicide..and talks with the one who have suicided and those died in front of me. The things which are real are [...]

Beyond The Illusions “Review”

Wacky!!!
Yes, the book is wacky but it is wonderful too. It took me a long time to finish. It was hard to read but I succeded to finish the book.
The work of the Nepali writer Sheeba Shivangani Shah is really appreciable. The novel however lacks many things. The main thing it lacks is the flow. (This might be [...]

Eluding Emotions

Eluding has become hard …..
Feeling the emotions has become hard…
Hard to breathe and hard to feel…self…
Eluding me are the confusing emotions…
I am not out of blue….its eluding me…
It is hard to breathe …..and its hard to survive…
Burning inside…and living outside…
Emotions are eluding me…making me hard to believe…
What I am feeling….and what I have been thinking..
A [...]

Beyond Illusion!!!!

Hues!! and hazes
Life is something beyond the illusion.
I have been in this illusion.
I was not getting out of it.
Perfection I was finding out and was digging the hole.
A hole for my Tomb.
A hole for my fall.
Sweta was in the illusion….
Finding no where to go and nothing to find.
Somebody, Somebody, Somebody………..
Somebody blindedfolded me…….
I was a naive [...]

Midnight Illusion

It is now 9:20 PM and it is certainly midnight for me. I would have been sleeping and dreaming perhaps in this time and I am see typing these words in my blog. I am glad that I received mail from my friend and he praised my blogsite. I am happy for this really happy [...]