Vows !!!!

I left you miles and miles away……
With vows to meet again…..
I try to behold….your image….
In the clouds…I ‘d flown away…
In the waves….I’d sailed …….
Feels like you are here….
In the air…clouds…and waves…

Its you everytime…

I try to avoid you…get away from you but I you are so attached that you cannot be left away so easily…Things remind me of you….so much….I got an old newspaper…with something rolled in it…and guess what there was your name….Phew !!…I cannot tolerate…
You are like a boil…..painful…..Very much indeed…which needs  a lot of hardship [...]

Untitled ….

Lights are gone
Life seems
“so dark “
Dark World !!
I enter
Dark Dream !!
I dream
Scared !!

Deny!! Do I ?

Let the wind open it ….
The door it has closed….
Will the wind be able to open
The door which it has closed….
Same happen in love !!!!! ( ahem !! )
You came as a wind ………….
Locked yourself in “me”
Now, I am being uncontrolled….
Can you bring me back to “control”
I deny my ”eyes”

Sane or Insane

Searching…
Eyes are searching…
Heart is searching….
Sensitive…
I become senseless….
Feelings
I try to feel
That will completely go in vain..
Thinking of you…
Makes me sane
Makes me Insane…
I try to search….
The soul !!!!
I go insane….
You remind me to be sane…
You tell me …
I am sane or insane….

Preserved..

Dying each moment I breathe..
Dying with each beat this thing beats..
Suffering suffering..immensely..suffering..
Yet living..yet alive..yet standing..
Yet dying..with each beat and each breathe..
Flooded eyes..pounding thing..blur image I Dream..
Whatever I feel..whatever I dream…
Engraved yes the name is in this heart..
 I Dream Whatever!!!
Waiting till this moment..and I shall till I am alive..
A quest and a thirst..A need of the [...]

Rememberence

Heart beats faster and faster
When I behold the name, yes it is everywhere…
Eyes can’t control itself it flows…all the way..
I tremble, I tremble…could not stand…
Heart pounds so hard..
I can’t resist the pain….
No, I can’t resist the pain..
I can’t scream and shout..all I do is hide the pain..
Can you imagine it, how much its painful ??
Yet [...]

Let me tell you a story !!! _ II

With the approval of parents the marriage was fixed. It was an affluent marriage ceremony as Binay’s father had aspired. The cars flooded in Samragi’s small house during their wedding, it was an achievement for her parents that she was married to such a high-class rich family. All were happy, Binay was happy to make [...]

Something’s not over yet

Thinking has become a hobby and imagining different things were my passion..as I child I remember wishing for the best barbie..doll..but I never had one..Barbie..or had I ?? I don’t remember but I remember my dolls whom I used to love a lot. Morevover my maizu ( maternal uncle’s wife ) used to bring us [...]

Trembling Heart

I really don’t know why ?
This thing trembles on the left side
Something has happened but I don’t know why?
It has started beating so much faster
I really don’t know why?
The feelings of beating is extremely awesome
Something is happening to me , But what?
But what and why? I am in this hues
This thing on the left side [...]