Nec- Romancer- I

(This is fictional one, I am writing this because I have faced this and also now I am writing a research paper in suicide that is why I am here trying to write about suicide..and talks with the one who have suicided and those died in front of me. The things which are real are [...]

Appall

Disillusioned and I am in dismay
I won’t disrespect, be sure
I know I am culprit and I am feeling this guilt
I have been alarmed but I closed it 
 I hadn’t wanted to wake up from the sweetest dream
And my dismay in this appall
Disillusionment is killing me inside
To tell the truth I am living outside
I am strong…I am strong….hear [...]