Posted on September 13, 2009 by Sweta Baniya
Don’t know why I am feeling so cold…so lone..as I had felt last September….I don’t want to be numb as always…quite and suffering with the pain…No, I don’t want to give pain to others because they don’t deserve it…the most beautiful people in the world..they can’t tolerate it…
Some days can be boring like this…Sweety must [...]
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Posted on September 4, 2009 by Sweta Baniya
I try to avoid you…get away from you but I you are so attached that you cannot be left away so easily…Things remind me of you….so much….I got an old newspaper…with something rolled in it…and guess what there was your name….Phew !!…I cannot tolerate…
You are like a boil…..painful…..Very much indeed…which needs a lot of hardship [...]
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Posted on January 4, 2009 by Sweta Baniya
(This is fictional one, I am writing this because I have faced this and also now I am writing a research paper in suicide that is why I am here trying to write about suicide..and talks with the one who have suicided and those died in front of me. The things which are real are [...]
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Posted on August 29, 2008 by Sweta Baniya
It is natural to be in pain when one is disillusioned and it happened to me I must say today and I am numb. Feeling numb has been a habit to me and I am not being able to get out of these hues. I have created this and I need to suffer. Suffering has [...]
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