Cold

Don’t know why I am feeling so cold…so lone..as I had felt last September….I don’t want to be numb as always…quite and suffering with the pain…No, I don’t want to give pain to others because they don’t deserve it…the most beautiful people in the world..they can’t tolerate it…
Some days can be boring like this…Sweety must [...]

Above the clouds !!

Just want escape…with this hectic..some how hectic..or pretending hectic schedule of life..want to go above the clouds…
Escape..!! is my favorite word now..because I want to escape. I know exactly that  circular movement .. circle doesn’t have any ends, does it.
Moving since morning and till evening…
Who told Sysypus is not alive..He is alive. He is not [...]

Well, I hope….

Utopia…
I am imagining that I am so happy…so happy that nothing can match my happiness and nothing can challenge it. I am thinking of hoping that nothing has ever happened to me. Why this real world and real people are so annoying…is this my own feeling…or it is real…No, I am writing utopia…( i fear each [...]

Chaos…

C + H + A + O + S
Orderly…..life….
Becomes
Disorderly….
Few Minutes…
Few Moments…
Changes the world…
I am typing…
Words…
Who…knows…
Within a moment…
I can fall…
This empty vessel….
And I shout…I am not…..
Again….
C + H + A + O + S

Emptiness….

I lack….it
You lack ….it
We lack ….it
Where do we find it….then…
Why are we searching it …then…
Because we want it…..
Why….why ….why….
We want it desperately…
I want it desperately….
At the end….
I am left…
Empty handed….
You are left
Empty handed….
We are left
Empty handed…..
P.S. Emptiness

Epiphanic

It hurts to know that you are being unable to understand someone so much close to heart. This much close that you are hooked up with feelings every time… and everywhere…and at the end you will know you were just so stupid not to understand it….Well, I am feeling like I am reading Maths again…Maths….Oops…something  [...]

Typing…..

Thinking of typing………
Time is the most precious thing….When I imagine the fleeing time…I become restless like this….I am feeling right now. I wish I were a “mad scientist”…..or a mad teacher…Miss Margarita…..Right ??
Yeah I am thinking to write another review here…about the drama I watched yesterday….of course I wasn’t alone…Watching drama becomes more fun when [...]

I will snatch it….

You are making me “Phoenix”*
You kill me as usual….
As usual…I wake up….
Just like from sleep…

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Just feelings are coming so much randomly….A romantic movie would be a great heart…touching…a great treat.. Why the hell I am typing these words here ? And why the hell I am fighting with you…? Without any reason…
Like the way I am typing these words here. Like the way something is getting revived….Two words that’s [...]

Ideals….

A dream of a perfect life………..
A wait for the perfection……….
” Perfection” becomes ideals and it becomes ambition. Ambition or Ambitions? A journey that starts after “conception”…..a journey begins being of thumbnail size….and the journey ends..likewise….in the form of ashes.
Ideals of life..are somehow fascinating so much that we remain fantasizing it ever and ever in life. Ideals [...]