Hide and Seek

You were right there in front of me….but I lost you once again…with the same level of stupidity and craziness. You were again playing hide and seek with me…as you always do…nothing has changed in you in months and years…You love seeing me in trouble…you love making me sad and you enjoy it…But you have [...]

Sunday blues !

This is the story written in stream of consciousness technique ….. ……………………………….. He came home being drunk as usual…the child is sleeping he doesn’t cares….I am waiting him with a hungry stomach….he really doesn’t cares…..I am so desperate for his words….he is damn indifferent… Shaili, come on girl …wake up….you are getting late for your [...]

Cold

Don’t know why I am feeling so cold…so lone..as I had felt last September….I don’t want to be numb as always…quite and suffering with the pain…No, I don’t want to give pain to others because they don’t deserve it…the most beautiful people in the world..they can’t tolerate it… Some days can be boring like this…Sweety [...]

Above the clouds !!

Just want escape…with this hectic..some how hectic..or pretending hectic schedule of life..want to go above the clouds… Escape..!! is my favorite word now..because I want to escape. I know exactly that  circular movement .. circle doesn’t have any ends, does it. Moving since morning and till evening… Who told Sysypus is not alive..He is alive. [...]

Well, I hope….

Utopia… I am imagining that I am so happy…so happy that nothing can match my happiness and nothing can challenge it. I am thinking of hoping that nothing has ever happened to me. Why this real world and real people are so annoying…is this my own feeling…or it is real…No, I am writing utopia…( i fear [...]

Chaos…

C + H + A + O + S Orderly…..life…. Becomes Disorderly…. Few Minutes… Few Moments… Changes the world… I am typing… Words… Who…knows… Within a moment… I can fall… This empty vessel…. And I shout…I am not….. Again…. C + H + A + O + S

Emptiness….

I lack….it You lack ….it We lack ….it Where do we find it….then… Why are we searching it …then… Because we want it….. Why….why ….why…. We want it desperately… I want it desperately…. At the end…. I am left… Empty handed…. You are left Empty handed…. We are left Empty handed….. P.S. Emptiness

Epiphanic

It hurts to know that you are being unable to understand someone so much close to heart. This much close that you are hooked up with feelings every time… and everywhere…and at the end you will know you were just so stupid not to understand it….Well, I am feeling like I am reading Maths again…Maths….Oops…something  [...]

Typing…..

Thinking of typing……… Time is the most precious thing….When I imagine the fleeing time…I become restless like this….I am feeling right now. I wish I were a “mad scientist”…..or a mad teacher…Miss Margarita…..Right ?? Yeah I am thinking to write another review here…about the drama I watched yesterday….of course I wasn’t alone…Watching drama becomes more [...]

I will snatch it….

You are making me “Phoenix”* You kill me as usual…. As usual…I wake up…. Just like from sleep…