Emptiness….

I lack….it
You lack ….it
We lack ….it
Where do we find it….then…
Why are we searching it …then…
Because we want it…..
Why….why ….why….
We want it desperately…
I want it desperately….
At the end….
I am left…
Empty handed….
You are left
Empty handed….
We are left
Empty handed…..
P.S. Emptiness

Scar …..

A heart with the scar…
A feel of guilt
A bleeding punding heart…
Cannot stand still
It was not what I had wanted
But it happened just so
Why I really really don’t know..
Living a life yes I am..
With these uncurable wounds preserved..
The name thats you engraved in heart..
A bleeding heart
Full of scar…
Full of scar…

Rosy

Rosy cheeks…
Something hot I feel
Oh I am with a hot cup of coffee
Reminds me the cold one..
Sipping and sipping
More and more..
Till it finishes..
Till everything finishes
Till everything finished….

Preserved..

Dying each moment I breathe..
Dying with each beat this thing beats..
Suffering suffering..immensely..suffering..
Yet living..yet alive..yet standing..
Yet dying..with each beat and each breathe..
Flooded eyes..pounding thing..blur image I Dream..
Whatever I feel..whatever I dream…
Engraved yes the name is in this heart..
 I Dream Whatever!!!
Waiting till this moment..and I shall till I am alive..
A quest and a thirst..A need of the [...]

Empty..

Breathing ….now and then,
Incessantly…
Filing this empty vessel..with air..
Trying to live..here ..making this empty thing alive..
Each moment I thrive..I thrive..
Making this empty thing alive..
A soul and a fleshy..empty thing..
A hollowness..very very deep..
Insane..it is..breathing in and out..
I keep my silence…and I don’t shout..
Emptiness I preserve..
Emptiness I preserve..
Breathing incessantly..in and out..

Restless

Restless I am feeling..
Restless this thing is thumping…
Wanting to stop this beating thing..
Wanting to hide the scar paining..
Restless I am feeling…
Restless this thing is thumping..
The injured thing..is hard to handle…
Restlessly it thumps…making me insane..
Insane feeling…here I am….
Unable to feel yes the feeling..
This vacant eyes …searching instantly…
This overflowing feelings…
This thing thumping…

Mothic Future

I am looking at those fluttering moths
Hovering around the light so bright
In the midst of this dark night
Searching for the warmth they are …
Wanting the warmth..
Warmth that is all in vain..
I imagine a “mothic Future”..so much uncertain
They hover around to make themself warm
Unaware they are all in charm,
Getting the fake warmth
More moths came fluttering…
Hovering as [...]

Alter…

Distinctly different this heart’s beating
Trying to be away fron the way I am feeling
What have I been to ??
Feelings so obscure to see and feel..
The way I have been..and the way I am being
Can you replace it ++ ?
Yes the feeling and this disitinctly beating heart..
Revealing was a sin..like the forbidden fruit’s frist sight
This beating thing..
Pounding incessantly [...]

Guilt feeling heart

Guilt I am feeling,
For daring the sin to be done..
A pang in my heart..
A feeling so obscure..
A pounding heart..and a fleshy..thing needed to survive
An obscure reality under the veil…
A feeling to scare..and a guilt to remain…
A life-time wounds would be painful…
But I am not identical to them…no I am not…++
Heart’s feeling guilt..its feeling a pang…
Where [...]

Virtually….Blind

Virtually…Blind…
I am out of my mind
The vacant hollow mind…
The obscure feelings…in the bleeding heart..
The obscure reasons to feel the pang…
Virtually blind I was and virtually blind I am..
Running…running..away from the reality….
Real real reality…++
The space of life..so dry…
The feelings..so cold making me cry….
Insanely crying inside…
But the dry eye outside….
Virtually blind…I was..believed your enlightening words…++
Lacking in sense I [...]