Memory card

I wish I had… A memory card…… Inside the black forest…. It would be gem then !!! It would be easier then…. Just take it out and format it… No virus called “You” would reside again… Just take it out and format it… No virus called “You” would reside again… No virus called you……

Emptiness….

I lack….it You lack ….it We lack ….it Where do we find it….then… Why are we searching it …then… Because we want it….. Why….why ….why…. We want it desperately… I want it desperately…. At the end…. I am left… Empty handed…. You are left Empty handed…. We are left Empty handed….. P.S. Emptiness

Scar …..

A heart with the scar… A feel of guilt A bleeding punding heart… Cannot stand still It was not what I had wanted But it happened just so Why I really really don’t know.. Living a life yes I am.. With these uncurable wounds preserved.. The name thats you engraved in heart.. A bleeding heart [...]

Rosy

Rosy cheeks… Something hot I feel Oh I am with a hot cup of coffee Reminds me the cold one.. Sipping and sipping More and more.. Till it finishes.. Till everything finishes Till everything finished….

Empty..

Breathing ….now and then, Incessantly… Filing this empty vessel..with air.. Trying to live..here ..making this empty thing alive.. Each moment I thrive..I thrive.. Making this empty thing alive.. A soul and a fleshy..empty thing.. A hollowness..very very deep.. Insane..it is..breathing in and out.. I keep my silence…and I don’t shout.. Emptiness I preserve.. Emptiness I [...]

Restless

Restless I am feeling.. Restless this thing is thumping… Wanting to stop this beating thing.. Wanting to hide the scar paining.. Restless I am feeling… Restless this thing is thumping.. The injured thing..is hard to handle… Restlessly it thumps…making me insane.. Insane feeling…here I am…. Unable to feel yes the feeling.. This vacant eyes …searching [...]

Mothic Future

I am looking at those fluttering moths Hovering around the light so bright In the midst of this dark night Searching for the warmth they are … Wanting the warmth.. Warmth that is all in vain.. I imagine a “mothic Future”..so much uncertain They hover around to make themself warm Unaware they are all in [...]

Alter…

Distinctly different this heart’s beating Trying to be away fron the way I am feeling What have I been to ?? Feelings so obscure to see and feel.. The way I have been..and the way I am being Can you replace it ++ ? Yes the feeling and this disitinctly beating heart.. Revealing was a sin..like the [...]

Guilt feeling heart

Guilt I am feeling, For daring the sin to be done.. A pang in my heart.. A feeling so obscure.. A pounding heart..and a fleshy..thing needed to survive An obscure reality under the veil… A feeling to scare..and a guilt to remain… A life-time wounds would be painful… But I am not identical to them…no [...]

Virtually….Blind

Virtually…Blind… I am out of my mind The vacant hollow mind… The obscure feelings…in the bleeding heart.. The obscure reasons to feel the pang… Virtually blind I was and virtually blind I am.. Running…running..away from the reality…. Real real reality…++ The space of life..so dry… The feelings..so cold making me cry…. Insanely crying inside… But [...]