Restless

Restless I am feeling..
Restless this thing is thumping…
Wanting to stop this beating thing..
Wanting to hide the scar paining..
Restless I am feeling…
Restless this thing is thumping..
The injured thing..is hard to handle…
Restlessly it thumps…making me insane..
Insane feeling…here I am….
Unable to feel yes the feeling..
This vacant eyes …searching instantly…
This overflowing feelings…
This thing thumping…

Mothic Future

I am looking at those fluttering moths
Hovering around the light so bright
In the midst of this dark night
Searching for the warmth they are …
Wanting the warmth..
Warmth that is all in vain..
I imagine a “mothic Future”..so much uncertain
They hover around to make themself warm
Unaware they are all in charm,
Getting the fake warmth
More moths came fluttering…
Hovering as [...]

Finding Kali within Self

“A woman is the foundation of the world,
She is the true form of the body.
Whatever form she takes, is indeed the superior form.
There is not and has never been, nor will there be
Any holy yoga in comparision to woman,
No mystical formula or asceticism to match a woman.
There is not nor will there br riches more [...]

Protected: Another Coffee Break

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Clouds fall as Rain

There in the sky I saw something special…
Something white shining in the sun so bright..
The burning thing there in the sky…
I am here with thing pounding nside..
Palpitation I felt while I behold…the bright sky
A feeling so strange..
There sun shines..there the cloud lies..
I felt palpitaion..
The pounding thing is having rest now…
Seeing the amazing  sky…
Sliver-lining cloud shining [...]

Memento

Disgraceful Memento…I am preserving..
Right here inside a pounding thing…
The moments I want to burn..are burning me inside…
Memento I want to keep till I am alive…
Those feelings of togetherness ..will be alive..
Memento would be preserved till I am alive…
Tranquility I am feeling living with these wounds…
Emotions…eluding me..making me feel disgraceful…
It would have been a delightful Memento..if it weren’t ….
Memento [...]

Alter…

Distinctly different this heart’s beating
Trying to be away fron the way I am feeling
What have I been to ??
Feelings so obscure to see and feel..
The way I have been..and the way I am being
Can you replace it ++ ?
Yes the feeling and this disitinctly beating heart..
Revealing was a sin..like the forbidden fruit’s frist sight
This beating thing..
Pounding incessantly [...]

Guilt feeling heart

Guilt I am feeling,
For daring the sin to be done..
A pang in my heart..
A feeling so obscure..
A pounding heart..and a fleshy..thing needed to survive
An obscure reality under the veil…
A feeling to scare..and a guilt to remain…
A life-time wounds would be painful…
But I am not identical to them…no I am not…++
Heart’s feeling guilt..its feeling a pang…
Where [...]

@ Java ..Espresso..and buddies

Would not I be amazed seeing a extremely cute little cup and in that..a black..liquid..and it was a coffee??? Pradeep dranked that..where else..at Java again..and yes Deepa has ordered that…( Pictures would be posted soon)
HIlarious…( But I enjoyed every moment there at Java)
I was looking like a crazy..and we all were there crazy..but Deepa was [...]

Re-Union

Yes I am really happy and excited today because we are having a get together today guess where ??? Yes its Java…Wow I am too much excited for my cup of Mocha…
It is 6:15 in the morning and I am typing these words feeling happy today.. I know how I have forgotten to laugh and [...]