Teej-II

Two days left for Teej to come. Tomorrow is “Dar Khane Din” meaning Dar eating day. But today I went for a long drive to my Dad’s Sisters House to give them Dar. My mom had been planning this since long and to send them Dar.  They will be obiviously happy because it is their [...]

Teej-I

Teej is the festival which my mom cherish a lot. She loves to be in red appartion and everything she uses must be red. Even the rubber band she needs red. Red symbolises my father’s biological existence and my mom does that and keep that with her extermely respectful heart and soul. Red is the [...]

Midnight Illusion

It is now 9:20 PM and it is certainly midnight for me. I would have been sleeping and dreaming perhaps in this time and I am see typing these words in my blog. I am glad that I received mail from my friend and he praised my blogsite. I am happy for this really happy [...]

Disillusionment

It is natural to be in pain when one is disillusioned and it happened to me I must say today and I am numb. Feeling numb has been a habit to me and I am not being able to get out of these hues. I have created this and I need to suffer. Suffering has [...]

The Shadow Of Love!!!

She came to me and told me her story in such a way that my heart melted at the dismay of this poor girl. It was hard to believe the disatrous part of something sacred called Love and at the same time it was hard to believe the creulty a man preserves and his devil [...]

Escaping Death

27th  March 2008
 
 
I DID I ESCAPED DEATH YESTERDAY ON THE ROAD I MET DEATH YESTRDAY BUT GOD CANCELLED MY APPOINTMENT WITH DEATH AND SAVED ME BY TELLING ITS NOT THE TIME TO MEET DEATH.
Yes this is true that i escaped death yesterday and what I am feeling right now is I am so scared and [...]

The Coffee House Revival

With this tearful eyes and my trembling hand, I am dropping these words in my diary. Yes, I am able to read and write, yes, I have eyes to see and my heart to feel and distinguish between what is good and what is bad. But I curse myself why I was blindfolded that time? [...]

Invisible Truth

The invisible pain I am suffering. 
Unkonwn to anyone that I am still living,
Yes I am living but I am dead inside 
Unaware I am if it is murder or suicide
Invisible to anyone that I am gasping
For the breathe that I am inhaling,
Yes, I am inhaling but I am not living,
 I am unaware if I am living or [...]

MeaningLess Breathe

Breathing meaninglessly insanely to live a life
Life so much absurd to live
Inhaling exhaling and exhaling inhaling
This all we discern to act
Meaningless is life
Achieving the highest position
Getting the greatest possession
Reaching the peak of success
Why we get these all?
A simple mistake to breathe will apart all form us.
This meaninglessness drives me crazy
Sublimity and its extravaganza
What is its [...]

Dislocated Heart

Feeling so much numb ……I am
Throwing all the emotions out of myself
Still hidden fears and tears that teared me up
Discolated I feel and dislocated my heart.
Going through all these hardships
I am unable to live like this,
Bounded I am and I have to live
With all these fears and tears I lock in my heart.
Why people are [...]